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(no subject) [Sep. 12th, 2009|01:11 am]
katie higgins might die alone
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(no subject) [Oct. 7th, 2008|12:11 am]
Today I fell asleep in a bath of hair.
Hair that once sprouted from my own
white wet chalk follicles.
I swallow a coal
and follow my breath
and I did it with the grapefruit soap
thinking of you.
Bathed, shaved, and oiled,
your legs are two skinny dolphins swimming
between the mattress and the layers of bedding
turning in your drug dry sleep.
When I ask you to kiss my pulse
you offer to start the shower.
I want a verb and you give me a noun.
What do you dream up while I tongue you down?
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ROADTRIP [Jul. 21st, 2008|10:10 pm]
[music |crystal castles-- crime wave]

So in some bizarre turn of events, a road trip fell into my lap.

New York to LA.

Stops in philadelphia, Cleveland, chicago, des moines, omaha, Colorado springs...
then either a north route... down the coast of california.....or south to see the grand canyon...

I am nervous and excited.
I am going to take a million pictures.


omg Will we survive...

any suggestions for stops?

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(no subject) [Apr. 28th, 2008|05:29 pm]
In keeping up with the recent pattern in my life
6'4" leaves in a week for the summer
why, because I am happy.
Why does my life have such good timing?
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(no subject) [Mar. 30th, 2008|12:29 pm]
6'4 at the apple store?
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(no subject) [Feb. 27th, 2008|05:52 pm]
Today my roomate informed me that I've developed a relationship with the show Buffy the Vampire Slayer

then we emailed a childrens author, "Gordon Dioxide" to write a story about us

hmm
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(no subject) [Jan. 11th, 2008|11:29 am]
[mood | Hurt]
[music |Teddybears- "Yours to Keep"]

I ran into Chaz yesterday
Didnt have time to prepare
So I talked about Face/off
then he hugged me
I pointed to his new pants with my boot and told him they looked nice
then i ran away
because i started to cry
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(no subject) [Nov. 22nd, 2007|04:25 pm]
I have about 28 days left
is the fact that that i can recount the number of days bad?
i have done everything amazing.
in a jealousy inspiring way
but i miss NYC.

allora,
dov'e il mio ragazzo
Che un demanda.
e' una signa maletta
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(no subject) [Sep. 12th, 2007|03:15 pm]
hey!

i have a blogspot for my florence ect!!!!!

www.euroshmiggs.blogspot.com

enjoy!
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(no subject) [Aug. 31st, 2007|12:36 am]
[mood | nervous]
[music |prince]

Im leaving monday.
possibly graduating in may
and looking foward to december
this entry is prematurly optimistic

I will miss him tremendously

boyfriend
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radiohead, tool, thursday, cocorosie, sparks [Aug. 21st, 2007|09:43 pm]
[mood | scared]

six years described in music

There's a week and a half before I leave for florence. The closer it gets, the less I want to go. FUCK. a week and a half, what am I supposed to do in that time. NYC is home.
Prematurely destroying a relationship which will result in 2 months of self-loathing.
I want to know what will happen four months from now. well i do know what will happen. and it hurts alot. hello platonic friend Charles. There might not be any pieces to pick up. I am afraid my last week here, I wont be me. I will push him away, so I can say goodbye gracefully. I am so backwards. I even told him I was. and he already knew. good thing im transparent. Im missing my mom's chemo treatmeants. I feel like a failure of a daughter. an unappreciative money hole.
there are no pictures of the two of us
i just realized

even with a C+ in orgo II my gpa is safely 3.5... i thought it would have been much lower... thank god
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(no subject) [Aug. 15th, 2007|05:38 pm]
I didnt think summer would end in I love you
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(no subject) [Aug. 5th, 2007|04:23 pm]
one more week of charles
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more like a rocketship than a reletionship [Jul. 31st, 2007|02:34 pm]
[mood | excited]

two days until I have a summer
last day at american apparel today!

thursday will be a party day
the first guilt free one all summer

then I will see charles on a horse

things to do before florence:
Ride in van cortland park
mythological creatures exhibit at the natural history museum
bike to brooklyn
eat at sylvias during the sunday gospel rush
rooftop party
beer gardens
a saturday flea market walk
mcarren pool party
silk screen!
make t-shirts
Kickball
freaks and geeks
die hard
p.s 1
bring friends home to the beach!
chelsea museum
bed time stories with jackie
dye my hair
thursday nights in chelsea
buy heels
get drunk at gallery openings
understand glam rock
ride shot gun in the ram van all day
all you eat wing special
have an fun gross awkward fast two week reletionship
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(no subject) [Jul. 14th, 2007|11:41 pm]
I have a very big secret











and i want to tell everyone










but I cant
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grocery romance [Jul. 1st, 2007|06:27 pm]
I was standing online at whole foods today
two day old hair
3 days of no sleep
holding a cup of bean soup
and a box of salad
hundreds of people
50 cashiers
I told myself, if you rung me up
then it was sign you like me too
unfortunetly i didnt see you
making this a meaningless trip and a waste of $7.59
sigh
they called # 41
the woman said, "honey, the register is behind the column"
I walked hopeless
I set down my salad and looked up
and ofcourse it was you
me,blushed like three beers
i could have sworn you had reddened too
we small talked about the matching American apparel flex fleece hoodies we were both wearing
what I really wanted to say was,
"I've had a crush on you for two years,
instead I
settled on the one-liner,
"Do you take debit"
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(no subject) [Jun. 30th, 2007|08:44 pm]
I got a B in organic chemistry
and a B+ in the orgo lab

thats definetly equals an A in any other class... right?
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(no subject) [Jun. 15th, 2007|08:49 pm]
Jessica Alba and Al Pacino came into American Apparel today
they loved me
Basically we're best friends
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(no subject) [Jun. 2nd, 2007|12:01 am]
[music |Consolodating my library]

you know summer is going to be great when
you take 40 hours of class a week
that class is organic chemisty
you study two hours a night for that class
you need to wake up at 7am everyday for that class
some one you used to date gives you a key to their apartment
because they arent around for the summer
you work everyday your not at school
and you mom gets diagnosed with cancer
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(no subject) [May. 14th, 2007|12:55 am]
rachel read my tarot cards tonight before she left for Ireland for a year and a half.\
what a dismal/ true reading
basically,
Im going to be betrayed and hurt by others
be unhappy with myself
plant many seeds, but only have few flowers grow
mourn over empty cups
and miss opportunities
and be generally unhappy until winter,
when things wil reverse and i ill have fortune and victory

i only had one positive card.
Kate and Anne's cards were alot more optimistic


Winter is a long way off


I hope this isnt forshadowing for florence
Im glad I wont be home for summer
I dont think i could handle it
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